OMG

got nothing to say really- i won't be able to do volunteer with habitat for while-- i guess i might have to call them or at least send them e-mail that i cant go

life is okay- i guess a little bit sucks

why?

i don't really know-- i thought that right after i got my pr card-- thing will be smoother, faster and better--

but nah!! i still have to wait to get id and so on

the sad thing that happened with me yesterday was

when jd told my sister that soon i will have a job and i won't be able to watch ashley -- first i thought that my sister will understand,but nope- her word was" is she already have a job?" im honestly don't really know what she mean,but seem like as long as she still doesn't have a job-- i still can have her to watch my daughter and it doesn't seem to me that she has some faith in me that i will get a job soon

ashley is such a nice and cute kid,but not with her community and social skills that she gets so attached to her mom, her dad and her grandpa-- it is a good thing,but come on- she has to go to school and learn-- she is almost 3,but still have to have to mom or whoever be there with her all the time or she will throw a fist.. that isn't cool

i just hope that thing will get better soon--

i don't really care that winter is coming- sow will fall-- life must go on and you can't just say that you won't work if the winter comes-- it is just not really reality for me