Omg! Seriously! That!

Oh well well well.

 Yesterday- Saturday was not one of my good day . Well actually so far I haven't have any good day at all. Well I met one big tipper $20 once.

 Enjoy conversation with guests couple time. Had an awesome service partner couple time. Maybe I shouldn't complain though. Anyway yesterday I worked with J Sch and Britney- by the way this Br is an awesome chic. Oh well back to my Saturday story.

I worked for deb at lunch and actually I expected a little break maybe 5 minutes.

Okay back to the beginning might be way better to start. Left home at 10 just because I could stop by cough med at target. Got there, get it and walked around found couple cute converse shoes. Tried on, wanted but didn't have time to get it.

Maybe it's my lucky day not to spend any money.

Well got to work just 10.45 am.

Clocked in 5 min late. Asked D to get back outside cuz I didn't bring anything inside at all. Damn! He waited and kept watching. Okay from now on, I will never ever go outside after I get inside ever.

Seriously, it's creepy!!

Then I worked with Dominic, didn't get chance to help him much and my tables are just fine not a big tipper, but at least, they didn't forget to tip me.

There is one girl look just like a doll. So incredible cute!

James's table 321, the lady is just pure ass.

 Oh well,I'm happy that I didn't have her.

Okay i worked at 341 and 332. Anyway at the end, i gave my table to james. Then I got transfer to 433,424 and 444. Okay the two ladies at 433 sat there since 12 boon and now it's 5 pm-- they still not leave. WTF!

So it was 2.30 almost 3 hours with no guests for me. I asked. I should say I dares to ask E my mgr to maybe a quick break! Yes, he gave me 2 minutes break.

Wow! That's really gerenousity of you,E.

I will never ask that again. Ever!!

Then I walked out to see that J Sch took my table without telling me and using her fuggly face to tell me " I'm taking your table because there is only 7 guests on that table.

 You have 3 tables anyway so I think it will be okay for you" fuck that bitch! Seriously!

 I can't believe she just said that.

 Didn't ask at all.. Just took it and pretend like nothing happen. So this bitch just have to know what I can do. I never get even, I go far beyond!

So that 433 left and I had couple 5 people tables say 3.

 Then I got party of 5 with table that Britney own one, she told me I can have that and she will have the next one. Such a really reasonable of her.

 At least we talked and we agree on something. Not that that bitch J Sch. Anyway after party of 4, we have party of 20.

I told that B that I'm taking over her table because she took mine and she said okay I don't care. I knew after that she did really care and went to talk to all servers around that I have 3 tables and won't let her be in this party.

I told you, I won't get even.

The party went great with big huge help from Britney and her smartness to set thing up.

 We have no problem with guest check or anything at all. That's awesome! Way better than working with that server on the first party and yes I'm still remember and way better than working with another moron that I used to work at the family room with.

I haven't help her ring in any food.

 I feel really bad about it. I only did maybe 3 items.

 Not cool!!

Anyway Britney got party of 6 after that and I'm sure she had good tip.

They are drinker.

So far besides that B. I had quite an okay day. If I didn't have that party, I would only make $70 all day. Damn! Well plus shift $30.

My working $100 day and I mean really working!

Dear guests again!

I totally understand that you guys didn't know that I had only 2 tables.

So u think it's okay to just sit around and chat while you were out of work.

The main problem is of u don't leave, I didn't get any new tables and instead of making money. I didn't make any.

Or another word, I made none!!

You love to be mad at me.. Ask for manager if I bring you something so slow.

 The best thing you can do is smile to my face and say here is your tip and left me with nothing.

Again you won't even leave even I bring you check and everything because you just don't want to.

Funny that from the outside I look at my work place like heaven,but it's actually not at all

So many mean, selfish morons.

 Some of them just look like such a sweet lady but actually mean as hell.

Some of them look so sweet innocent, but act like a some working women Maybe I use too hash word. Oh well I'm try to stay away from those as much as I can.

So far not many people, I can talk to or I don't feel want to at all. Some are just selfish bustard and I know who now so stay away from those

I met couple new awesome people.

Even it's not everyday thing but I'm happy that besides those bad people. They do have some good people in them.

I'm still looking for new job. Here it's just wasting me time with some idiots.

Maybe working here is one of my mistake. Anyway I hope that I could find better job soon!! I'm praying for it everyday!!

just a little thing from the great bake off for buddy cake boss guy

it is the great wonderful feeling when you are acheiving something that you love and want to do

i am totally missed that feeling awhile back ago!

it was a minute or more ago that i watched that show  and there is one guy said something about he loves the painting and air-brushing on his cake-- hehas been doing cake/decoration cake for more than 10 years and the best feeling is when he finishes it

have fun and be proud of himself when he finished what he love

then i thought back to myself

what make me hapy!

right now im doing everything for money

i picked up shifts from others

didn't mean that i love OG

oppositely i started to grow more annoying and not fun with it

day by day

i love serving

i didn't say i don't like it

but something throw me off my feeling to do it

maybe my jealousy that i saw others make ton of money,but not me

maybe the feeling that i don't like those mgr

i need some feeling love to pick me up

im totally forgot my feeling of being my service business

i don't feel proud of myself after i finished talking with my guests

and i never feel that they will love to come back to see me

i still not be comfortable with what i am doing

or another word- i don't even know what the hell  am i doing

i don't feel proud of what i am doing

i don't feel alive or happy with what i  am doing

i don't  even feel like i want to talk to any of them

i need to have a feeling of love  in what i am doing

i think my problem is i have to change my attitute of working

but there are tons of asshole and morons

so many drama queens and so many snobs around

maybe i have to look over those and do the best with my  job

trying to love my job

i feel way better with doing volunteer jobs

i feel like i am more acheiveing with running miles

maybe all of these is my thinking

i should be happy with what i have

enjoy what i face everyday

stay away from those douchbags

okay maybe start now-- stop calling them name

maybe using some other better word

asshole = brain

moron = helper

drama queen = sensitive

douchbag = muscle

okay flip them up side down

and still try to stay aay from them

Dear guests continue!

Okay to two tables that I know that you forgot to tip me. Not intention, I know.

You were too nice and I'm 100% sure that you forgot.

$70 on 1 table and $60 on another table. I just hope that you are really forgot to tip me or if you didn't feel to tip me because I went to greet you slow. I apologized and sorry that I ruined your night out.

You said here is your tip and didn't sign anything so I'm sure that you accidentally took another copy. Oh well my $10 tip gone and I know that you don't really care.

No Any morons working today so I'm pretty happy about that and funny part at the end of the night. Sarah asked me what else did I put in my drink. Haha

Was a bit annoying with my trainer today. I just don't understand why he has to make everything so like in a hurry. I mean seriously, can't you talk like normal? I understand that your time is money, but you don't have to rush anyone. It's just strange thing that he does. Hope he isn't a minute man. Lol. That will be funny!!

Here is a stupid ever thing!!

Okay I guess I just have to type in whatever I could

Oh well whattaheck! Like I care

Today I got 3 tables which was really nice. Started with really nice 3 ladies who just finished her nursing exam. I'm so happy for her then family of 5 that are pretty easy and nice. Then after they left I got table of 9 that took 2 of my tables and then I had a girl who wasn't into helping part at all. Oh well we ended up got extra tip plus gratuity but not really big deal for me. The part that is really big deal for me was why do I have to have 2 or more servers on the table of 9. It's just weird then why do I have to have 2 servers added the food all together. It isn't make any sense to me. Seriously not!

I just so bump! With all those can't do this, can't do that. It's just stupid. Then I'm so happy that I had Thomas as my service partner so he helped me around a lot then I had family of 4 while I'm taking care of big table. Still not make any sense!!

After they left, I had table of 2 and another table of 2 came and then family of 4 that I almost got undercharged for them. Stupid me. And then I had 3 groups for table of 2. Then that's it!

Funny stupid part is I had mgr kept asking me do I need anything to go with the big group! No no and no! I only need food that come in front of me and that's it! Just hand me food. Why do you have to make this like it's a big deal.it's not make any senses!

Still I shouldn't hold any food at all. Only hold food if I have appetizer or any special drinks from bar. That's it!

Then I found out there are so many servers who just love to take advantage of others! Stay away from those as much as I can. The one that only do things that will benefit them stay from those too. The selfish kind and the drama kind. I can talk, but that's it. They aren't worth to be friend's with. Stay away from them as well.

I'm so happy that I pick the good friend's to be friend's with.

Dear Guests

Please don't be so cheap!

funny that i am say this to you,huh?

i know i can't really said it up in front,but im saying it right here because i know nobody reading this and hell no-- nobody cares about me anyway

dear first family of 4 that paid with 3 giftcards and check

your dining experience was about $80 for 4 --it isn't that bad

$20 each.. i must say

okay i know it was my fault that didn't bring you 4 glasses of water right in time that you expected me to bring them to you

i was doing best as i could

with 3 pos systems that they have at my restaurant and with 10 or more servers in a line

i wasn't try to be slow or rude to you or anything

i even asked some of my assistant to bring you drink,but turned to be he can't do it for me

i was try to ring you appitizer which was stuffed mushroom as soon as possible and bring you salad

hey!

maybe it was my fault that i can't do good comunicate with you

but seriously--

i didn't expected you to understand my non-english trying to doing my best in english with you anyway

okay

food came out quick..

i ran back and forth bring you refill and more salad or breadstick

then

again came to time to check out

i should know better to ring your receipt before hand

again it was my pureliness stupid--

who know the line gonna be long and with 3 or 4 servers in front of me trying to put the order it

we are all new to the pos system or at least with the new menu that we just have been open for 3 days

for god's sake!

went there you left me with no tip

i just hope that you and anyone in your family will never work as server like me

with $ 4.35 per hour and my money depend on your tip

hey maybe it was my stupid fault that i chose to work as server

i am trying my best to get different job too

it will be really nice if american company gave me more opportunity to let me try on the job--not just looking at my Cv or resume and decided not to take me in

anyway

i just hope that i won't see this cheap family of 4 again--

seriously even i am going out to eat and it is you or your family working as people who depends on my money

im still tip you at least $10

i didn't trying to say i ain't cheap,but i know what i should do and i am not you!

then

table of 2 ladies

your lunch meal was $27.71

interestinghow they came up with $.29 tip

i am doing anything that i think guests during lunch want

pace

get food fast

hot and leave happy

i went to your table offered to bring you drinks and breadstick

within 30 second-- seriously!

then back again,but you weren't ready because you had been talking and i guess you didn't care to order

you probably just want to come to talk and have soup and salad

oh well-- if you didn't tell me, how am i supposed to know

i did even ask you how much time do you have

no answer

nice!

went back again and still not ready

im sure you might be really annoying,but hey if you think im rushing you or offend you-- i didn't trying to

i was just trying to bring you lunch

that's only my intention that i have for you

food came quick

went back asking for more soup or salad/breadsticks for you,but answer was no

then come to paying time

--it was like bounching ball back and forth- i pay, you pay

i wish i was god to know know will pay so i don't have to split your check or combine them

bring back quick as soon as i can

after ran to 3 stupid pos that always have server ring order in

then you left me with 29 cents

which i am still really asking myself

what did i do wrong --

what did i do to deserve this

not make any sense

and i just wish them same thing to you

never be server

never seen you again

and again i would leave $6 tip if i were you!

okay it is been only 2 weeks since i started working

but now  i know something

and not all americans are going to school

learning the manner

learning how to be reasonable with others

and seriously they don't have a good common sense

sadly to see them and im so greatful to get to know this

and im so thankful that i have way better common sense than them

hey don't you think im done!

nope!

nope!

nope!

more

now time to talk about servers

funny

so many pretty faces

but heart black as hell

im so happy that i know this within 2 weeks

mean- selfish and just only care about them

i do understand that you want to make money

i do too--

hey i didn't blame you for that

but taking order people order

or playing around -not helping others

it is just showing who you are

some servers who only smile to their guests

it is their personality

i don't blame them

but don't you just think

smile doesn't caused you a thing

maybe wrinkle of your  eyes

or the corner of your mouth

but i think it is way better than wrinkle that come by making your face like can't shit for a week

screw you those heartless servers!

then mgrs

i got nothing to talk about you right now--

im just don't wanna talk with you anyway

trying to stay away as far as i could because i have a funny feeling, the more i call you--i must be in some stupid trouble i am making so nope

i don't want to talk to you

i don't laugh on others mistake unless i am knowing that person well

just let you know!

i won't take my language as my excused because i don't like it

that's why im trying to repeat your order everytime to prevent my mistake

that is what i am going to do for now!

god helps me!

this week

it is my first lunch working week

i didn't work on monday,but tuesday wasn't that bad

i mean not busy at all..

oh well-- i hope they will give me 3 tables soon so i could see how money i will make

so far i have been pick up other people shift and i got 3 shift so far-- so happy that i could work all day--

didn't do good on sale yesterday

funny thing to write here

i only have 1.19 sale on dessert,app and wine so

it is really low in mgr's eye

so i went to E to sign my tiptop card and he wants to talk with me about it

seriously?

wow!

i mean he said he doesn't want to see that again- hey so do i

i already asked guests if they want any app or wine or dessert,but none of them want it so

hey i aint going to force them to have it

if you know what i mean

okay well let's see today i will go with

may i interested you in any appitizer like brushetta or some hot cocoa to warm you up today

bring them drink always refill their refill drink and make sure they have enough breadsticks

all i care for now!

oh well -- looking at mirror this morning-- im look really cute-- haha

im just saying!

day 5th of working

okay this is summary for short before i go for more detail

later

wednesday -- J and G -- not cool at the bar- bad service,but the highest tip of that night 114 and 116

thursday -- long john silver inspiration! one of the best day! -- E and D --345 and 434

friday -- really nice people and also really cheap people $80 with no tip--but i do understand! --at least they paid-- E and J --325 and 335  

saturday -- one of the okay day -- two tables with forgot to put order in and one table with misunderstanding-- G,E and D -- 343 and 334

Sunday -- strated great then down to hell- stupid server and also stupid trainer..- G and D -- 233 and 224

okay Wednesday- i wasn't supposed to work,but Ad didn't feel go so i help her-- excited with no change--not ready,but so glad that i started with really bad service partner,but had really nice trainer so my day was bad..but not bad and i learn to be dependent and never want to have this happened again...

getting to learn on those dash thing-- glad to have Xris and Christi around :)

Thursday-- Walmart guy name Tom is really really nice and super super awesome then went to LJS --JD showed me the guy that is really happy and stay positive-- he even came to my room that we are eating and said thank you for bear with him and for coming--

his mouth is ear to ear-- seriously!!!

had couple deaf and inspired me to take hearing aide at Dmacc

not cool when you have some trainer who doesn't even care to pronounce your name right!

well i don't really care much so after that im just call me the weird name gal in front of him-- what is his name anyway?

Friday -- my day that im supposed to work- not feeling it,but tried to carry my night to the end-- didn't really care much what is going  on-- so happy that i have Kandance as my service partner.. met couple awesome people and even i had one not so understanding table-- im still have one of my great day! getting really annoying with D keeps calling me miss--

id you don't know my name or don't care about my name-- no bother to call me miss-- just ended up sentence with whatever that you asked me to do-- i care that is why im saying it

and really annoying!!

Saturday-- getting better with Dash and knowing face of the food!

had James for service partner.. had one problem with one table that i totoally forgot to add appitizer in-- shouldn't do that again!!!

Ps--

stay away from mgrs as much as possible -- stay with them is just mean i creat some troubles-- not cool!!

sunday--

stupid way to creat station-- they put me to work with another person and so far i have only one table-- seriously!!

thing was okay until - 20 guests walking it

one have no idea what she is doing server,but want it to be miss perfect at everything!

one is im doing whatever if you asking me to

one is im a man and i will whatever it takes

and me - im the bored and i just want everything done- fast and easy way!

already brought guest 6 salad refill...

so million times bread sticks!

uncountable refill drink

but still never put order it

WTF!

if i never offered my help,i won't be really piss off-- but not just one,but many time that im asking to help

if you have no idea what to do-- just blame yourself

don't blame others-- it is just show how stupid and clueless you are

also that stupid trainer- just come to confirm more of how "don't know what you are doing thing!

it is just pure ridiculas

im give this OG 6 months to try--

if in my 1 month-- im still don't know all the stuffs--

i should really considered myself the big time!

-- one thing-- i don't get how come they don't let server write or something that they are good at--

are they good with kids, olderly or family with teenager

big party or talkative

match your guests with server personality would be awesome!!

don't you think!

so happy im off tomorrow,but i still want to work more!



day 3

Yeah! finally i got something from answering question then after that -they gave it to everyone right away!

WHAT!??!?!?!

nah!  i don't care at least, i raised my hand and answer question that i didnt even understand --hahaha

and funny part, i think mgr didn't understand it either

glad that not many people there today-- but  hey i got some awesome booking instruction and that is great from adrina's friend

armando

so i get to meet couple new friends everyday--

that's good,right?

anyway im done with my wine and i think i found couple of wine that i will introduced to guests ifi have to

comment from mgr today

work on my pronounciatation and 

it is okay to look at the menu

my buidling connection is fine right now,but just focusing more on showing what food ingredients and i think im still have to more a lot more than others!

suck!

good winepage to go for searching for some info

http://www.thewinebuyer.com/

https://mainlywines.com/display/3176/0/

http://www.snooth.com/

http://www.cheapfunwines.com/

www.winelibrary.com

http://tv.winelibrary.com/

My 2nd day training!

Okay okay okay

i gave up about being certified trainer at OG

why?

well first i see that they have a lot more people with potention and also better then me in entertain people and specially better then me in clear communication

hey nothing wrong with it

i would love to travel,but if that gonna make me miss a lot of event with family- i guess i won't sacrifice that

not worth it

anyway so now- i should do my duty , my role as Og server my best

that is all i should be thinking about

they might have people who have more experiences than me in restaurant business

might have people who could speak 2 or more languages

might have people who know everything about the wine

might have people who will get in touch with people within instant

might have people who just doesn't only know all the liquor,but also know how to do it and also can sell it really good!

BUT!

nobody likes me

i am survivor of 3 years from no paper

i am the best in my job

i learn everything by doing and i have ambient of being the best

i might get stuck in the first couple times,but i learn and i take it in as my lesson

nobody is just like O

and i am believe in myself that i can do it

i am believing that i have my back up

i have the sincerely smile and i know that it will carry me on

i feel that might have some trainer doesn't like me,but hey it isn't my fault or his fault that i feel it that way or he feels it that way

it might be really bad idea to keep thinking about it,but he is nothing to me except be the trainer who i have to learn from and take whatever that i have to use

to make more sale and make great tip

i will make all my guest remember me and know me by name-asking for me and want to sit in my station

i will not fake smile at them and even i know that my main purpose of working as server is making tip,but i won't let that to overcome my need of serving and helping people

i know myself better than anyone who just see me in 2 days

just never ever talk to me but set his mind of i don't like her

nothing for me  to worry- i am me and i know that i can do

in this 2 days, i learnt to overcome my passion that actually it is worthless and earn now to focus my role and my duty

be myself and think less about what  others think about you

they might be person who give you a raise or be the person who evaluate you,but they don't make me be less me

do what i like and what i think the best- make then know what i have and what i can do

be me! 

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dream

Last night I dreamt about something.
Started with 3 people knew something going on with scared sacrificed so they have to get in to blend and observed. Then nothing are really suspected about outside but right after they got inside thing changed totally different.

It was nothing inside just the ground with a lot of people so two of them blended in with crying, rolling on the ground and say stuffs that normal people won't do. Turned to that everyone in this scarified have the disease that nothing can heal expected this people who run this event. The lady who still keep observed walking past one family that have 5 year old girl and a 7 months baby.

 The mom started screaming and then throw the baby on the floor from where she stands which another upper ground then she jumped to step on the baby. Nothing that I see just the brain and bloody organ flew to the lady that watching with scare.
Then she saw that the sister who didn't have any disease running up to the tower. The lady made dome scene to get attention from the parents and followed the girl up to the tower. Right after half way to the girl who is almost the top of the tower, the lady noticed that the father following the girl upstairs. The lady ran upstairs try to get the girl out somewhere but it's too late. There is no easy way out so I took a chance by let the father gets the girl and then while father didn't pay attention, the lady gets the metal pipe and started to hit on the fathers head until the brain running out from the skull.

if you really knew me

Funny to see that kids who get pick on at school a lot still have another kid that he could pick on like a pick on chain. That's really really weird.
Some reason I don't think get people to talk about who he/she is really are still not helping the whole. But helping one still count, right? One change still make the different right?

Sorry that I have to say, but why people think saying sorry or apologies to someone that they hurted is okay. It's over! Period! Done! No mas! Why don't you just think before you do it though. I mean if you done something and think saying sorry is over. It isn't for me! I might be happy if someone who hurt me come and sorry but gosh! I just don't buy it. Sorry!

According to if you really knew me show " when we got television into my house,we don't talk to each others. When we got cell phone, we stop to listen to each other. When we got our own room, we keep distance from each other. When I came home and I try to talk to my parents, they shut me down. I have nice house, nice clothes and everything, but I don't want any of these, I just want to be able to communicate to my patents"
Anyway this is kinda like freedom writer movie.
Good show.. I'm recommended.

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โมโหวุ๊ย!!

Have a great day!!