My 2nd day training!

Okay okay okay

i gave up about being certified trainer at OG

why?

well first i see that they have a lot more people with potention and also better then me in entertain people and specially better then me in clear communication

hey nothing wrong with it

i would love to travel,but if that gonna make me miss a lot of event with family- i guess i won't sacrifice that

not worth it

anyway so now- i should do my duty , my role as Og server my best

that is all i should be thinking about

they might have people who have more experiences than me in restaurant business

might have people who could speak 2 or more languages

might have people who know everything about the wine

might have people who will get in touch with people within instant

might have people who just doesn't only know all the liquor,but also know how to do it and also can sell it really good!

BUT!

nobody likes me

i am survivor of 3 years from no paper

i am the best in my job

i learn everything by doing and i have ambient of being the best

i might get stuck in the first couple times,but i learn and i take it in as my lesson

nobody is just like O

and i am believe in myself that i can do it

i am believing that i have my back up

i have the sincerely smile and i know that it will carry me on

i feel that might have some trainer doesn't like me,but hey it isn't my fault or his fault that i feel it that way or he feels it that way

it might be really bad idea to keep thinking about it,but he is nothing to me except be the trainer who i have to learn from and take whatever that i have to use

to make more sale and make great tip

i will make all my guest remember me and know me by name-asking for me and want to sit in my station

i will not fake smile at them and even i know that my main purpose of working as server is making tip,but i won't let that to overcome my need of serving and helping people

i know myself better than anyone who just see me in 2 days

just never ever talk to me but set his mind of i don't like her

nothing for me  to worry- i am me and i know that i can do

in this 2 days, i learnt to overcome my passion that actually it is worthless and earn now to focus my role and my duty

be myself and think less about what  others think about you

they might be person who give you a raise or be the person who evaluate you,but they don't make me be less me

do what i like and what i think the best- make then know what i have and what i can do

be me!