Just tell me

There is a lot of things that make me not so sure about life. Sometimes I feel I'm in a perfect spot in my life but then there always something make me take back everything that I thought. I should know that's called life but why have to be like this. Anyway what am I talking about. I don't know. The kid that I couldn't stand in the whole wide world is coming back. Sadly if she is somebody else, I will be ignore just glance my eyes to see and there is nobody there but this is my husband kid. That's another story. Still have to interact which I don't even want to or care to do. Guess what I had a moment that I will try to be different but I think I'm thru with it. I will just do whatever I want and ignore it like there is nothing. I won't clean, won't talk, won't care. Whatever he wants me to do. I will do or not. It's up to me. I'm over it. If you don't like, too bad I wont change and either deal or no deal with it. I keep asking the same question... Is he hope she would move back. Answer still as long as she happy, I don't care. After mentioned to his mom she wants to move back. Try so hard to do everything in her favor. Fine ! Do whatever and I will do that too. I don't care anymore. I will do whatever I want.