First day back to Blogging

 Been an age since last blogs i put some of my crazy thought in... after my laptop broke and im way too lazy to move my lazy tan looking color ass in fromt of tv to my dining room where my pc is.. i think hey maybe i should do something about it

so today after sit at the gym, i realized maybe it is time to blog again and even i have no idea what i will write about which i know that i won't be anything about fashion nor cooking

i didn't say im bad at both,but let others who is better doing it

i might have those in from time to time,but won't be like oh tonight's menu is

or this is our fall fashion update even i am really prepared for my coming fall

i (don't tell my husband)accidently got 3 new shoes .. one hi-top sneckers, one really cute boots and the last one is awww.. you have to see them, they are awesome!! and yes-- i mean i accidently bought them.. no intentionly  to do so... trust me! 

oh well i don't expect anybody to read my blog like julie and julia or the swedish or finnish girl who is so good with her fashion style-- totally forgot her name,but i think it is Taivie or something -- please forgive me if i don't study about your name before i mentioned it-- your unique fashion is awesome and even the adult 26 years old size,but 13 years old brain like me just don't have a gut to do like you... 

you are awesome!! 

okay what should i open my blog about today.. Oh noticed that it is actually 10.54 pm (my favorite time) so not day anymore

okay rephrase that again-- what should i talk about tonight

bubble! yeah bubble! or another word my comfort zone

im a big fan of juice -- it is a free stand magazine at my city that im living it

i think i knew it since i moved to des moines

been 4 years now and yes-- i was in it once,but with the moron that i used to talk with-- hey not anymore... even i call myself have no friends friends here-- im still pick who i want to associated with ...  if can't find a good friend, better to not have one

i don't know about others,but it's me...

okay back to juice magazine - i know my mind is slip all the time so it is hard to keep in one thing when i have a maybe not million,but hundred things to talk about

so topic that they have on the cover is

i never ........

(stories of people stepping outside their comfort zone)

i didn't really really read the articles-- im lazy just like that 

by the way... they have 7 people did something outside their comfort zone

it is interesting to see what is their comfort zone is 

one is like reading twilight... 

err.. sorry vampire/warewolf fans-- i don't even see the movie so wtf am i gonna read the book..  but hey i have some of those stuffs in my house...

how?

when you have 9-10 years old girl who probably has her head around those other girls who crazy about them... result is sooner or later-- she will become like one..

nothing's wrong about it-- it comes, it goes!

not a big deal.. just i don't care

okay back to my points

what is my comfort zone?

where is my bubble?

i don't really know -- or i know,but i can't tell in word

maybe the second one

i hate people touch me especially if i don't know them,but hey i like to touch people and even i dont know them ....

i hate people using my personal stuffs unless i give them permission to use it

i don't like to exercise next to any guys -- i mean any men at the gym .. i just don't like it

it gives me some weird feeling and it is just disgust me

i hate fake people and if i don't care about going to jail,  i probably just fuck them up so they won't come near me

oh after all those i said-- i guess they might call my comfort zone

am i right?

oh well now im confuse and i want to end my blog for tonight...

just like that!!

i know i still be online for maybe 30 min try to figure this out,but

i do what i gotta do

peace!