Recap this weekend

I think i haven't write since last thursday or so

anyway on wednesday we took julie to get her costume for halloween

still this kid just never appreciated anything and seriously can't be good with all the time

so we started to do some math multiple together -- i start with number 6 with her and we will work it until 12 ... 

just like what i used to do in school...

still have to do her math sheet with after she done her 12

anyway on thursday,, i can't remember thing much,but i took julie to target and got her couple personal things -- those bra, underwear and something else..

then i told her if she did something good i will take her to library on friday .. but yet-- after 4 hours i had to stuck at home-- she didn't get anything so i left to fitness, burlingtons and come back

when i came back, guess what she did.. run away to play with her friend next door

it is okay,but since i asked her how's math.. nope she didn't get anything

so well i went to library and fareway to get jd some lunch for tonight

anyway i went with julie to walmart ankeny-- looked for math book ,but then i got box for flashcard instead and ink for $12 i think cheaper than staples 

then tj max-- i got my blue denim dress-- it is cute and i think i can use it some days.. 

i kept do julie's flashcard until past 11.45 --

jd's boss called and oop! i was about 15 min late

not good 

on saturday i woke up a bit early for reach out to dropouts -- i worked with genevior and paul

i didn't really help them much,but at lease we are good team, i think

i don't know about them

came back at 11.45 am

it was rain all day though

anyway came back saw kitchen didn't clean and julie just watch tv, color her color book

-- i was pissed and seem she doesn't know she has to do at all when im not home

'anyway i left after she finished clean the kitchen

drove to vonmaur , valley west mall for steve madden t-shirt and free shoes

too bad, i didn't get any chance for it,but i got t-shirt

seriously next time if i have to get a brandname shirt and stuff.. im size M should get size L

why they have to make size smaller than i think i am

oh well 

lazer girl was there,too 

im thinking and thinking should i do it and i just got my answer today- i won't do until im done my p90x and have some pretty ab on my stomach and be fitter and stronger

so done with that and they will be lazer number 4 ,too so even better to try on my favorite number

came back at 7 because i thought toni will bring julie back,but then i have to bring jd some lunch at 8 pm

i forgot my phone, my keys in the house so i have to walk to firestone--

glad it stopped raining 

anyway toni brought julie back around 9

we talked a bit,but i have to work tomorrow so i think i went to bed not too long after that

today julie wasn't a good kid at all

her mouth keeps running with no brain and i hate that-- don't know what will help her with that--

maybe i have to do some meditation with her

just sit and close her eyes- say something

i should check on meditation for kid

then sunday came

no customer-- say about 40 and that's it

bored and so sleepy so we done at 8.30 pm

by the time 9 pm, we got out of there

came home , brought jd some lunch and oh while at work.. i read real simple

one article about why am i become american

so many people and so many motivated in them -- some because they want to be with their lover, some because they want to run away from the past, some because they want a better life

so i am thinking to myself why do i want to be here? which i will talk about it in next one