Just wright!

 just finised watching 'just wright" 

with queen latifah ...

i was crying in the part that they were in piano room together..

reason?

can't remember ... Damn, O! why did you mention about that then ...idk!

anyway there was one part that i started to feel it was me.. i have part of her life in me

funny,huh?

no... it isn't

see i have all the beau friends .. i mean since i can remember...

i was popular in school and yes! i mean it..

i can be friend with everybody ...

the loners, the jogs, the nerds, the cheerleaders

just name it...

and i also have more guy friends if compare to number of girl friends

but never ever have boyfriend

and none until i got married with my husband...

he is the first one and i guess the last guy

i have personalities that seem like all guys like..

im fun, i like to say things and i never shy to speak out ..

im just me-- the way i am my whole life..

but nope--

this is not what they want to be their girlfriend type

i can be the best friend they ever have..

but not gonna be their girlfriend

i just start to feel why? and then i realized

i only want one in my life

i might be wanted to have boyfriend,but i actually not seriously looking for it

or even i did-- i turned to be their best friend .

because again-- im not their type- not with this look!

and i don't have any female personalities that if i want this guy, i will change my life/my face/myself for him-- just to get him

im just being me and

now im happy that i am me 100% me

Im the most happiest women in this world !!!

:)