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okay i know what i did was totally disrespectful

i know that on wednesday that blond has early school so i left the house maybe 1 pm

so i went to applebee's and wasted my $40 -- how can i do that??

anyway the food was great,but i know that i won't be missing it for awhile

then i got myself waste in the mall for 2 hours or more

anyway i went to library too and i know that i could use my  card there

awesome!!!

then i went to gym

for 2 hours-- didn't see people that i usually see

anyway im sure that those trainers think that im really snob so none of them want to help me anything--

oh well i don't even care

then i came home after everybody left from the blond kid's b-day party

then yes- the time was awesome! i had the big arguement with jd and yes- i know and pretty sure now that he still doesnt really are much

same thing to that blond kid--

even spend an hour told her what not to do--and yes--that what was the first thing that she did in the morning- right after she got up

fuck that!

anyway im trying that i ain't gonna get mad so after i took my shower-- things clam down a bit so i told her about that

i hope she gets it,but i know that again deep down she doesn't care

same  thing to couple things this morning-her dad seriously told her that he or even myself don't want to hear the word i don't care from her so i spend her little brain and said something else instead of i forgot-- smart little brat!!

still not happy with life,but i try my best to not be so upset with life