still alive!!!

last couple blogs that i wrote always so depressing, i know and yes i am that kind of person-

anyway now i start to stand again on my feet and try not to do anything that im not suppose to do

if i have any question, i start to speak up and don't hold it inside of me to hold me down

i haven't go exercise which i feel regret for it,but i will start itagain today-

i have it with me and i have a lot of time--

i won't be so disappointed that my plan didn't go through

same thing like everyday

on mon to wed, i have to babysit my niece - she was here on monday

and she supposed to be here on tuesday seem like her parent changed their plan so now i have to make aother plan-

it sucks when people doesn't do what they suppost to do,but in another hand, i can do ahead and do whatever im suppose to do without bring kid with me

oh well that is a good thing, i guess

so today i got to do something and got not to do something

drop the box at post office

put money in the bank which i will do that tomorrow

drop the books at library which i can do that when i go to gym - i guess i will wait to drop box the same time

check out ashley's bike at target so i will do that when im going to gym,too

bike+zumba and stair master at gym

bestbuy to get ink, i will wait for that on thursday after my interview so i have jd to go check tv and dvd with me

wash my car --gotta get a lot of quarter :)

maybe after im done this, i will do my p90x -just dothe weight lifting thing so it won't be too much noise

still have to clean house before jd's mom comes

i found volunteer on thankgive and christmas day- i do really hope that i could do some of those,but family must come first so i will ask jd about that

maybe we can all do together on christmas day

so far, i have a lot of fun with volunteer even sometimes i met couple jerks and assholes,but i guess that is a life--

if i start working i will be able to look back that there are asshole ans jerk everywhere!!

no matter where you go,but at least i can choose not to be like one!!!

i hope that soon i will be able to work and take care of my mom's monthly money like before

hope soon!