Last night dream

I had some good and weird dreams last night

not just  one, i think i dream maybe every times that i woke up and went back to bed

didn't remember them all,but there are couple that i could remember

one is about my high school biggest ever crush

for 2 years -can you believe that?

i started to see him - i didn't really remember,but since i see him more often, i start to like him more and more

it probably when i was in 10th grade- pretty sure about that

i have 4 closed friends by that time and "TU" is his name

with his arrogant face, don't care about anything that really round like salapao :)

i came up with name "TU" for him -- so sad,but hey i love that name

anyway i never talked to him

never ever ever talk to him and by that time, i also have couple more crush on those other senior and junior so he isn't my biggest one,but it grows

"Tong" is my first biggest crush, i think i even have his picture taken- my hands are shaken,but i had him sign on my friendship book even he isn't my friend -- haha

then i had another guy name  " ... something with korn at the end" i do have his picture and yes- he is my mom's former student

then "tu" never ever had his picture taken because im so scare and more picture that i had of him is my paparazi picture-- haha

anyway talking about dream

since i never talked to him so i have no idea what is his voice like

even in my dream ...

so he was doing some service helping to give away meal or something

i was one of those peope who get lunch from him - i was on the line with my friend,but im the first one

it was shaken moment to get the food from him so i tried to do as quick as possible to calm my nervously mind so after i past him everything back to normal then he talked with my friend about set a date with me and take me out somewhere

omg! even in my dream, i know it is a dream so i woke up-

suck!

i know!

well then i tried t go back sleep just in case, i might get chance to at least have a date with him in my dream,but my dream changed

the second story--

i was at my middle school field

im like in 3rd year in university

i was assigned to be '#1' in the game which i have no clue what game are we  playing

we played with a bunch of kids and for some reason, we are done and going to the beach with them

there was 4-5 buses and with our not good organized plan

there are a bunch of kid went on the first couple bus and even have one kid fell from the bus

anyway i think i run to help him and put him in the same bus that i am in

i sat with another one of my crush - Pong is his name

anyway i sat next to the window and mostly just watched outside with those view and everything

anyway my crush starts to hld my handand rub my fingers

weird, isn't?

i felt good to have someone to hold your hand like that,but also feel really weird in the same time

i like it,but also i don't comfortable with it

i think maybe even  in my dream i don'tknow that im married,but in my mind, i know that i am

maybe that's why